Wednesday, July 27, 2011

.i'm letting u go because i love u.

i'm letting u go... 
it might look as simple as that. but it's not simple sayang...
it's because i love u...
yes. i am letting u go.
so that u can won't get hurt by me anymore.

u know what sayang..?
u always said i'm posting everything about us on facebook.
something u'll get irritate by.
something which make u hurt. a lot.
i'm sorry... i didn't mean that...
i've been ridiculous.

u know why..?
because i love u so much.
love will make me act ridiculous.

u know what sayang..?
letting u go is the most hardest thing i have to do in my whole life.
but  i have too.
i don't wanna see u get hurt by me anymore...
i love so much...

so, go...

go and find your own happiness...
maybe i'm not perfect for u...
maybe i don't have everything u ask for...
maybe we just don't belong together...

do u remember sayang..?
the day when i ask about your home address?
do u remember..?
i know u remember dat day...
u won't give me your home address coz u said "u dun give d address to strangers."
i was shocked. am i juz a stranger to u..? i'm not part of u then?
i was hurt dat day. so, i'm posted dis on my fb,
'mnx alamat pon ssh. bungkus je la rumah tu dlm plastik. n make sure it's invisible one.'
sort of like dat. ridiculous rite?
u get hurt by dat statement. yes. u get hurt.
but i was hurt too. if u don't realized it.
i'm sorry that i hurt u dat day.

another day is jz a few weeks ago when u said i'm a liar.
why would u said dat?
let me remind u.
u said, i told u dat i deleted my fb account. but, when u checked, i was not.
u get hurt too.
then, u called me a liar.
i was shocked. i was hurt. so much pain sayang.
let me ask u one thing sayang...
what if...
what if u ask me "why did i do dat..?"
dis will make a huge different sayang...
i would explain everything to u...
but, instead, u choose to called me a liar...
i juz hurt so much...
so much...
dat night i didn't slept at all...
i was crying d whole night...
u would never know...
because u juz won't ask me...

but dun get me wrong...
i dun blame u at all.
u are a nice man.
u are a great guy.
blame me for everything sayang...
i dun mind at all...

maybe US is a mistake.
maybe we're juz not belong together.
once, we were happy together...
once, we were spending time together...
once, we were comforting each other...

but not anymore...

we are hurting each other now...
it's juz hurting me to see us like dis sayang...

so, i'm letting u go.
it's damn hard...
but it's ok sayang...
i'll b okay...
u also will b okay...
time will heal everything...

i've got so much things to say to u...
but d situation envy me...

last but not least,

THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVELY MEMORIES WE HAD TOGETHER...

i'll never forget that.
they're juz too beautiful... =)
u once said, if i love a man, it means forever.
yes. i love u. always. and forever.

if we're meant to be together, there will be 'US' again.




.i'm sorry for everything.

.i'm letting u go because i love u.

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